hate

I hate the fact that I'm too ignorant
I hate the fact that I'm too fragile at times
I hate the fact that I love people who are not deserve to be loved
I hate that I'm too pathetic to stand up to say what I want and what I don't
I hate the fact that I can't get up and move on with my life
I hate the way I'm living
I hate my sad, sad life
I hate my fantasy life
I hate people that left me
I hate myself.
and I deserve to be hated.