You're killing me
I'm losing my conscience
I don't even know if this is it, if what I'm doing is right.
I'm starting to live without you, like I did once, when you're not here with me. But what if you come back? What if you decided you're not quitting? Will we be like the way we were before?
And what if you didn't? Will I be okay without you? Will you forget? Will you forget everything that happened? Everything that I've done? Will you forget me?
Please don't. But if you ever did, then I wish for you to be happy, even if not with me.
