May 30, 2017

what if





It's dated May 30th. Marks three years of me being alone and out of love for men. I once even  decided to never fall in love so that I would never get married but what will life be if I am alone kan I don't wanna die alone oh god.

However, today well not exactly today. Last two days, my DM was knocked by someone I knew since a few years back. It made my heart fluttered. It's still fluttering. It will stay fluttered until I decide that I don't want to believe anymore.

I hope this is love.