f up

in the end
you're all alone
left with your thoughts
words accompanying you
not even comforting
you're in pain
but there's no cure
this pain is overpowering everything

how do you like me now?

you've seen every part of me
inside out
you've tasted every skin
you've learned every piece of me
and you chose to not understand

words can't explain how I love you
I love you,
I, love you.

I'll let go because I love you
I'm in pain because I love you
I'm mad because I love you
I'm alone because I love you
because I let you,
do this
to me.

pain

you'd hurt me

again

and again

and again

but we'll be okay

because I love you

I love us

You love us.

I'd cry a pool of tears,

because I'm a baby,

your baby.

truth is,

I couldn't set you free

dan aku tak suka dimarahi.

But I'll let go,

because I don't want you to be mad at me

because then I'd cry, 

and these eyes are tired for more tears.

So I'd just say yes

to end this fight

and cry,

myself

to sleep.

no/no

in the end

you're all alone

left with your thoughts

words accompanying you

not even comforting

you're in pain

but there's no cure

this pain is overpowering everything

how do you like me now?

you've seen every part of me

inside out

you've tasted every skin

you've learned every piece of me

and you chose to not understand

words can't explain how I love you

I love you

I love you.

I'll let go because I love you

I'm in pain because I love you

I'm mad because I love you

I'm alone because I love you

because I let you,

do this

to me.